dad: hey, there were some cute girls walking by us
brother: yeah? ok
dad: you should go talk to them
brother: no. dont worry about it
dad: why are you not interested?
brother: trust me, I get enough pussy!!
[my brother and I then fist bump eachother]
background : i’ve been dating an amazing guy for about 2 months now (but its been over 4 months since we’ve been hanging out). We have the most fun together. Laugh, giggle, we are a so silly together. He makes me so happy with everything he says. He’s so sweet and helps me be the best me!… but he came at a weird point in my life. before i had met him i was still going through a break up with an ex who i had dated for 3 years. I was pretty much over this ex, however, i couldnt keep him out of my life. a couple text here and there or some phone calls.
now yesterday my current boyfriend (well i guess now ex) realized that he does not want to be in the middle of this three way love triangle. and i’ve tried to assure him that i have no current feelings towards my ex.. but i according to my actions he’s not really trusting of me. and i understand that i’ve messed things up by talking to an ex, but im not willing for it to ruin this wonderful relationship that im in now. and i’m want to cut off all ties with my ex… but i dont think it matters to my current boyfriend. how do i regain his trust? i mean i’ve never cheated or ever had thought of it… but i’m so mad at myself for even letting him have an inch of doubt about our relationship. i feel so miserable. but its time for a change. i think this will give me a chance to really heal from my first big break up and let go of my ex. and not just for my current boyfriend, but for me. i need to move on and stop holding on to the past. its over! and i need to understand that. i hope that my boyfriend can forgive me and see that my actions will speak over all these “i’m sorrys”. its so hard to not talk to him and hear his voice. but i know its for the best. and if he can forgive me i want to prove that i am trust worthy and i that i will be there for him and that my heart will only be for him. …. its just a little of a rough start. but it will get better, it can only get better, right?
ahhh its been so long since my last post. Im sure my 25 followers dont really mind. =) I finally feel the need to post something. Today after class i will be having lunch at Margheritas with Meagan and Meaghan; my two future roomates! i’m so excited
life’s been good this week. i’ve been happy, positive, healthy, (and my skin has been incredibly clear lol).
i hope this good streak continues =)
I didn’t have work today. Went to my BAMS class with Meagan. We chatted it up. Went to dinner with Rob and Robbie. Lost my phone. Then found it. Had intense conversations with Meagan and discussed our future living arrangements. And now i’m trying to get Adobe Indesign to create a newsletter…So basically today was definitely a WIN! I hope everyone else had a good day =)
so today was pretty awesome.
i got my hair done. and i personally think it looks great.
i have a 3 hour class tonight, but my teacher let us out waaayy earlier so that was another score!
i just got accepted to be the new chair for SCPAB ( it’s my school’s programming board). so i will get to work with the exec board and help plan events! ahh i’m so excited =). and also i’m also going to be apart of the AD committee and work and i will get to designs the poster that go up around the school. We are having a photoshop work shop sometime next month so that we can learn cool tricks to make the posters look sweeeeet. so basically i’m super duper happy right now.
oh and i have so many cute boys in all my classes this semester.. i cant wait to study with them =)